Why you?
For anyone who has struggled through confusing love, you are NOT alone ;)
Why you?
Why do I find myself laughing at your jokes hours after they are said?
Why do I wish on every eyelash and star and birthday candle for you?
Why do I want a future with you?
Why do I dream about you?
Why you?
Because you are someone I can’t have. It’s the whole thrill of the game.
The world’s sick way of twisting my emotions in order to fall for someone I can’t have.
I can’t want you.
I can’t love you.
It’s not our time.
I try to convince myself, this is just a guy, you will get over it. He is one of many.
This has been said to myself over and over again.
Why are you my happiness and my downfall,
my reason for laughs and my reason for tears,
my build up and breakdown?
Because I’ve fallen for someone I can’t have.