Why you?
For anyone experiencing confusing love, you are not alone.
Why you?
Why do I find myself laughing at your jokes hours after they are said?
Why do I wish on every eyelash and star and birthday candle for you?
Why do I want a future with you?
Why do I dream about you?
Why you?
Because you are someone I can’t have. It’s the whole thrill of the game.
The world’s sick way of twisting my emotions in order to fall for someone I can’t have.
I can’t want you.
I can’t love you.
It’s not our time.
I try to convince myself, this is just a guy, you will get over it. He is one of many.
This has been said over and over again.
A dark secret holed up into my heart.
Why are you my happiness and my downfall,
my reason for laughs and my reason for tears,
my build up and breakdown?
Because I’ve fallen for someone I can’t have.

It's amazing how easy it is to fall in love with someone you can't have, sometimes I think it's the adrenaline, it's an extreme sport to fall in love maybe
It’s curious how we fall in love with what we can’t have, in more ways than one—people often look for things they didn’t have growing up in a future partner